My Luck Ran Out

So let me make a list for you of everything I had last week.

1. A job
2. A chance with this guy I like
3. Money
4. A good deal of happiness(unusual for me)
5. A working TV

Now let me make a list of things I have this week.

1. No job
2. No chance of ever finding that guy again because I don't know if he got to stay(after season that is)
3. No money
4. No happiness
5. A semi-broke TV

Now most of the things I don't have anymore I'm fine with. The TV is gonna get fixed and I'll find another job to get more money. Hopefully I'll find more happiness. BUT THAT GUY! WE BOTH WORKED THERE SEASONALLY AND ME BEING STUPID FORGOT TO ASK FOR HIS NUMBER OR SOME WAY OF CONTACTING HIM BEFORE HE LEFT!!!!!!!! HE LEFT BEFORE ME THAT NIGHT WHICH WAS ODD BECAUSE WE USUALLY LEAVE AT THE SAME TIME AND NOW I'M SUPER UPSET CAUSE HE MADE ME LAUGH AND HAPPY AND I MADE HIM LAUGH AND HE SAID I WAS FUN TO BE AROUND AND ONCE WE WERE WORKING AND I DON'T CARE IF HE WAS JOKING OR NOT CAUSE I'M NOT TOO SURE IF HE WAS OR WASN'T JOKING BUT HE SAID HE WANTED ME TO STAY WITH HIM FOR THE REST OF THE NIGHT CAUSE HE NEEDED ME TO BE IN HIS LIFE! 

Okay I'll go cry in a corner now....

See Ya

~Jo